Forget It

Date: December 21st, 2023 5:37 PM

Previously on PZ: My Life: November 2023

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Why am I so serious?

It's because I don't belong here.

Do you know how lonely that is, to not belong?

So then, where do I belong?

I don't know, exactly.

Out there, somewhere.

Maybe in the center of a black hole.

Maybe in a different time, a different place,

Maybe even a different dimension.

But not here.

Why don't I belong here?

Because I don't vibe with this place,

Although I must vibe with it somehow,

Because I'm here.

But I don't really belong... ANYWHERE.

So maybe I really belong... EVERYWHERE.

I've been here. Now I want to go out there.

But then the question remains... What if I don't belong there, either?

Do I just keep moving on... forever?

Maybe eternal movement is the answer.

But even God must rest at some time,

And maybe we are but only It's dreams.

But I belong in the same Reality as God.

Maybe not now, and maybe not here, but I will get there someday.

Perhaps on the day that I die, I'll get there.

Truly, I am so serious because that which I truly long for can never really be.

I just want something I can never have.

And only death can make me forget it.

[FIN]



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Tags: Poetry, Sad Girl, The Valentine, My Life