Today is especially reserved for #Strike4Democracy. I am not working today. Instead I'll be roasting Donald Trump and his terrible Administration in honor of The Resistance. ♥
“Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing.”
Until 2016, I basically kept my nose out of politics - I purposefully left such decisions up to my fellow Americans for most of my life. It did not really matter to me who ended up in power so long as the nation as a community was moving in a generally positive direction, even if only at a snail’s pace. But then I heard that Trump was running for president, which made me cringe. I immediately thought, ‘Oh shit, that can’t be happening’, which morphed into ‘Oh fuck, this can’t be good’ as his campaign wore on. I knew that he’d get a minority of the public to follow his crazy parade, but for the most part I, like a lot of other people, thought there was no way in hell that enough people would vote for him to get elected president. I thought the American public was smart enough to know better. I thought everyone, certainly the majority of the population, could see through Donald Trump’s lies just as well as I could. I saw him make an ass of himself and disrespect other people multiple times on the television in the break room of my work place. I figured ‘There’s no way anyone can take this guy seriously’.
“The bulk of the world’s knowledge is an imaginary construction.”
And then on November 8th, 2016, I realized that Trump technically won via the Electoral College (despite the fact that Hillary Clinton won 3 million more votes than he did), and from that point on I started paying attention to politics relentlessly. I started speaking out against him on Twitter, not because I hate Donald Trump so much as because I hate Donald Trump being in the White House as president. If asked a decade ago whether or not I thought Trump would make a good-quality president, I would have said “no” back then… and I still say “no” to Trump’s presidency now. The man is unfit to hold the office of the presidency, plain and simple. The reasons why I feel this way have been documented and widely shared by others for months. Aside from Trump’s awful behavior and disrespect for others, he “won” the election by colluding with Russian political powers and he is backed predominantly by white supremacists. He also has many business interests all over the world which amount to one big scandalous pile of conflicts of interests, as he uses his office to enrich himself in ways he couldn’t have as a mere civilian.
“Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end.”
I have already decided what I think is the best way to move forward from here, and it is squarely positioned in opposition to the Trump Administration. Trump stands for hate, but I stand for love; when they go low, I fly higher. Celestial Pearl Productions is all about creating experiences for anyone and everyone to enjoy, and its fundamentally humanitarian values run contrary to the lack of values exhibited by the GOP. Not only have I joined those of The Resistance, but I have also found myself a secessionist in favor of CalExit. There are two U.S.A.s, and that is becoming more apparent every day. I think perhaps it is time for the American government to reflect this somehow. This decision was not motivated out of hate, but inspired out of love - some people are much easier to love at a distance, and there is enough room in this world for all of us to coexist and thrive.
“There are many worlds, but they share the same sky - one sky, one destiny.”
The energies that have led up to this series of unfortunate events have been churning for years, even centuries. From the Crusades to the arrival of Columbus, to the American Revolution, the Civil War, to World Wars I and II, to the Iraq War, all of these things have been building up for a long time. Trump’s absurd campaign has translated into an absurd presidency, and there are whispers of his impending impeachment floating around. But even then, this political story would be far from over. Trump’s entire team is loaded with corruption, and the rightful POTUS is actually Hillary Clinton after all. Things like this have happened in history many times before; we are not alone in this struggle if we empower ourselves with proven methods of past revolutions. Mass protests and mass strikes will become indispensable effective tools of The Resistance so long as we resist and persist peacefully, with purpose and with gusto. An avalanche of snowflakes will break through the wall of hate, slow yet powerful, like droplets of water breaking through a dam. I may be just a snowflake, but at least I am in good company. “We are all worried about Trump,” my prescriber said to me when I expressed how glad I was to feel the relief of a regimen of antidepressants during this particularly turbulent political season. Politics have always depressed me, and these latest intrigues would have certainly devastated my mental health were it not for the Prozac I take every day to balance my brain. This helps me cope with all that is going on in the world, my world. But I’ve also been preparing to face this darkness my whole life. I was born with an anti-authoritarian personality, and I’ve always known I should put this blessing to good use. That is what I am doing nowadays.
“The fact is: Anything can happen in the future. For some people, that’s exciting. For others, that’s scary. And even if both kinds of people are working toward a better world tomorrow, only one of them gets to be happy today.”
I love it when my devices wish me a Happy Birthday ^_^
Welp, I'm 31 years young now. My birthday this year was low-key, and I liked it. I meant to make a cake (as I always do), but I didn't. I slept in instead. And I saw a friend I haven't seen in awhile and I met her new baby, who is just cute as a button. I hung out with Gary and he took me to Outback Steakhouse, where I ate my first lobster tail. The next morning I got french toast with my best friend at the Egg And I, which was delicious as usual. This entry is gonna be super-short, but I did take some pictures of my birthday and they say a picture is worth a thousand words so there it's not too short after all. ♥
Twitter wished me Happy Birthday with colorful balloons floating across my profile page! Some of them would stop at the top of the screen & they popped when you clicked on them. I was thoroughly amused by this all day ^_^
It was beautiful weather on my birthday, which is always a lovely blessing ♥
I wore grey taffeta floor-length skirt, octopus socks, ballet shoes...
...'Little Mermaid' tshirt, purple hoodie, pearl necklace, hair clip. Was gonna put on makeup and then totally didn't.
I got to hold Little Baby Opal who was a super happy baby full of smiles!!
Gary showed me a WWII era war plane hiding behind some restaurants. I thought it was pretty badass.
And here's my birthday dinner... it was delicious & I'll always remember it because I never had my own lobster tail before. Outback Steakhouse had, surprisingly, really killer carrot cake, some of the best I've ever had.
And that was my 31st birthday! I'm looking forward to another great year!
Look at the sky at night, and you will hopefully find it peppered with stars. We humans have lived our lives by them for millennia; the North Star has guided the navigation of sailors for centuries and gives us a timeless point of origin we know we can count on. Astrology teaches us that our lives are deeply connected to their orientation in space and time. The stars have always been with us humans for as long as we have been around. Our very own planet on which we reside revolves around a star with its own special name and identity in the eyes of our many cultures; indeed, we cannot even survive without our live-giving star, the Sun. It must be fair to say that the stars are our protectors, our enablers, our reason for being alive and well today. It is safe to say the stars love us deeply. Like jewels glittering in the sky, they remind us constantly of the divinity from whence we came - because, when it comes to it, we are made of the same material as the stars.
Stars are made of the same material as humans. Carbon. Nitrogen. Oxygen. Pure energy. Divinity.
The stars like us are born, live and die, and are reborn. Similar to animals they manifest with different sets of intentions than humans. They pretty much exist to shine their glorious light in the darkness of space. That’s why we exist, isn’t it? We all have a light within us that guides us to promised land when we let it shine fully. We are all capable of navigating reality on our own because of this inner light, this celestial pearl that can shine and guide us freely if only we would remove it from its coffin. ♥
Remember, no matter what you are looking for,
it is all within you.
Witch hunters spent a lot of time searching
for evil to destroy, and ended up burning
a lot of innocent people.
In their search to destroy evil, the only place they had to look was within themselves.
They were the evil that they sought.
Whatever you’re looking for, good or bad, it’s never very far.
“If a man would be alone, let him look at the stars... One might think the atmosphere was made transparent with this design, to give man, in the heavenly bodies, the perpetual presence of the sublime.”
So tell me, dear Reader, what is it you intend to do with this one wild and precious life we all live? O yes, your core, your essence will live forever, but you will only live this exact life as the person you know one time and that time is now. I know that if I were in your shoes, I would want to live the best life possible - which is actually a desire all human beings innately share. But Life is far grander than all that we know of it, like a sea of time stretching on for eternity in every direction. In the future you will be a different you. How will you make decisions for that person where you stand now?
“The most important decision we make is whether we believe we live in a friendly or hostile universe.”
You can decide what you want & begin to move towards it. You can do this anytime because you are a free being in a friendly universe. You are meant to live the life you love, and to love the life you live. If you’ll remember my meaning of the word “zeitgeist” to be “the defining spirit of the time of a being’s life”, you can understand when I say there exists in the universe a zeitgeist of well-being which is like a signal, a guiding light for all the rest of us, like a lighthouse or the Northern Star. Some call this zeitgeist The Tao, some call it God or Goddess, some call it qi, kami or prana, or Holy Spirit or Source Energy, some even disbelieve it exists – but it does exist, and it is always divine. I am calling this zeitgeist The Sublime and it is the key to living the best life possible.
IMAGINE FOR A MOMENT wherever you are that you are suddenly the only existing human being on Earth. No one else is there, anywhere, except you. The plants, stars & animals are all you now know. You are completely alone within Nature. It is deep and vast & mysterious to most humans. It is so much bigger than you, you are surrounded by it, dwarfed by it, and there is no way you can ever directly control it, or even fathom it, or protect yourself from it. Do you feel the world around you is more friendly or more hostile? Your answer could, of course, depend on the conditions of your present environment – couldn’t it change significantly if you found yourself in the middle of a stormy desert hell rather than a paradise of heavenly sunshine? Suppose you fancy storms over sunshine? Nature has many moods, but the question of whether it seems friendly or hostile has an answer that lays only within the heart of You.
Films featuring babies suddenly going through tunnels reveal interesting information regarding how humans basically react to being overcome or engulfed by something unfamiliar
What I am illuminating here with this little thought experiment is the feeling of the concept of The Sublime – the very essence of greatness, majesty, and excellence in all ways, shapes, and forms. I also wanted you to know how you would react in such an experience, as a person’s emotional response speaks volumes of their inner convictions. The Sublime in its purest form is by nature a subjective experience, sometimes shared by individuals with a common denominator. This is why faith is considered such a personal subject. Desire is what summons The Sublime to the doorstep of our hearts, yet faith is what allows it to enter. Like a compass that always points North, The Sublime always points to what is desired most in the all the worlds.
“Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue & the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true.”
But if we shall learn anything from history for the sake of this conversation, we will learn that not all experiences of The Sublime are alike – in fact, no two experiences of it are exactly the same, whether the contrast be subtle or dramatic. The Sublime, symbolically akin to light, creates shadows where it does not dwell. And there are all kinds of creatures that live in the shadows, just like there are all kinds of creatures that live in the sunlight, and a myriad of creatures living everywhere in between. Each creature chooses its place in the world. Perhaps this is why The Sublime has traditionally been thought of in terms of natural phenomena – mountain ranges landscape vistas, atmospheric cataclysms, endless oceans, exotic animals – things of the world that were not created by humans, things that are larger than humans, things that could even threaten humans. But The Sublime also exists without such tangible forms – in mathematics, psychology, and emotions – because it exists in every particle of the universe. The Sublime is essentially non-physical in nature, yet everything in nature is composed of its seemingly magical, infinitely versatile substance. Because it is too large for any human to know fully, we as a species have consistently feared the unknown throughout recorded history, perhaps since our inception. But The Sublime has always been with us, and always will be. It permeates all atmospheres in all dimensions rendering it everywhere and everywhen. It cannot be created or destroyed. It cannot be bought, bullied, or reasoned with. And it is on our side.
“The glory of the One Who moves all things/ penetrates all the universe reflecting/ in one part more and in another less.
The Sublime affects everybody, whether they are aware of it or not. It affects you on a daily basis. Most of the time The Sublime is brought to our awareness by a situation or circumstance of intense extremity, i.e. an earthquake killing thousands or an exceptionally beautiful sunrise illuminating a mountain range. Think of the things which blow your mind – think of how aware you are of them. But The Sublime, even when we are not aware of it, calls to us at all times – sometimes softly, sometimes loudly. You felt it in your soul when I asked you to imagine being the only human on Earth moments ago – you could feel the nature of your connection with The Sublime even as you do not understand it, just as you may flick on a lightswitch and sense the light and its inherent value without ever understanding electricity. You can feel The Sublime because it is a part of you, the larger part of you.
But if we really want to pinpoint it, The Sublime is best understood as spiritual electricity, and we the spiritual conduits. None of us can live without it – we all need a central source, like a battery. The light of The Sublime floods a person’s life just as a lamp’s light floods a room, providing value wherever it goes. If you think of yourself as a star emanating this light, you can understand what it means to shine – to be who you really are. This is how The Sublime affects people like you and me. When we’re shining, we are thriving. Like the compass, The Sublime always guides us towards what we want – no exceptions. But unlike a compass, The Sublime can never be broken, it can never be lost, stolen or replaced, and it can never be separated from us. We may experience The Sublime – in music, massive festivals, or in Nature – or we may experience the lack of it- manifest in war, punishment, and strife. But we, individually, are the modulators of its flow in our personal lives. Which would you rather experience – terror, or ecstasy? Your relationship with The Sublime is important because you get to choose what you experience in this lifetime and therein lies the secret to living the best life possible.
“Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you will land among the stars.”
But how can YOU live in harmony with The Sublime? That’s easy – you just follow your heart. Your intuition will guide you in the form of emotions and internal directives. Reach for the things that feel good, whether they are thoughts, words, actions, colors, or anything else. Reach for the best of everything. Take whatever you need and do whatever you please. Fall in love – not just once, but over and over again. Be curious rather than skeptical. There is no danger and you can’t possibly do anything wrong. Imagine you are living in what you consider Heaven – what is it like? Connect yourself with well-being. Pleasure yourself more. Evolve in the direction of your joy. Live happily ever after. You deserve it!
Happy New Year 2017! It's gonna be a great trip around the Sun! (⌐ ■ _ ■ )
I thought up the following advice for myself on a snowy January afternoon as I was wondering why I have trouble focusing & what I should do about it. All the interesting stuff is there in my head, I just have to get it out onto whatever medium I can. And I am learning to stop beating myself up about my palpable and curious lack of focus. Perhaps you may find these steps useful too, Dear Reader.
Before you begin your work each day, as you sit at your desk with the computer screen before you, or whatever you're going to do, take some time - anywhere from 5-15 minutes - to do these six wonderful things for yourself:
1. Relax. Breathe. Stretch. Drink water. Don't think about anything for a minute or two.
2. Feel Gratitude. Count Your Blessings. Be Happy.
3. Think about what you want out of Life. Desire. Imagine. Don't dream it, BE IT.
4. Think about what you want to accomplish right here and now. What is the nature of your task?
5. See The Path. Visualize the steps you'll take to accomplish this. Remain flexible when you think of what's possible.
6. Now, you can get to work. Be Diligent and Effective. GO!! ♥